The focus of this post is not to bash the other party but to create a dialog of How God has been working in the back ground and to see the workings of God, all related posts must be read to see the ending conclusion which will bring light to God’s work Since this post was created the other party has spoken to me and we have settled our differences because we both agree that’s what the Holy Spirit wants.
First off before I get started I would like to thank the following Daily Aspects readers that left encouraging replies on the last post I wrote.
The following readers God has used to impact my heart and soften it over this past year. So from the bottom of my heart thank you, Lyn Leahz, nightshade130, balding2soon, and admin, I encourage anyone reading this post to check out their sites/blogs I guarantee they have great posts to share with you. I also encourage if you read a post you really like to follow them or share their post on Facebook, Twitter, etc. or even both options of sharing and following them.
4Who redeems your life from the pit and corruption, Who beautifies, dignifies, and crowns you with loving-kindness and tender mercy;
Tonight I ended up going through another round of despair with the person I mentioned in the previous post yesterday. But today was different for me I did fall upon my flesh briefly but who is perfect right!? I say it was different today because as I started to fall upon my flesh I realized it and took charge to walk away from the situation and hand it over to God, I am not happy how I handled the situation but we all fall and God is willing to pick us back up. That is why I shared the Bible verse above, because God, really does love us through our imperfectness. He cleans up our messes without making us left feeling condemned. If you feel condemned then I guarantee that is the Devil causing that feeling.
After I and my wife had our disagreement because she went behind my back after she said she would stay away from the other party involved from yesterdays post to give time for the dust to settle. I felt highly misled by my wife as well disrespected because she, said she would let the dust settle, then she waited until I fell asleep then she headed over there behind my back, and afterwards the drama started from the other household my wife saw at this point I was looking out for her best interest and not trying to keep her from having this person as a friend. This person lied heavy upon me today and threaten to get the plug pulled on my profession of faith on Sunday at first I took it as an idle threat but then this person called others in the church and started spreading some heavy lies about me. My wife spoke with one of the people this person called and lied to. After she got off the phone my wife started to cry saying what have I done by going over there behind your back. I admit I was still quite upset but we are partners for life now and we need to be team players instead of team players that hog the ball.
The Holy Spirit orchestrated something beautiful through all this despair. I suggested to my wife lets pray so we could get back on track by placing God first in our marriage as well our personal relationship with Christ. So we spent almost an hour pouring our hearts out to God, yesterday Lyn Leahz, shared her testimony with me, She also shared the following post link as well Do You Want To Fall Head Over Heels In Love Today?. In Lyn’s post the following caught my eye,
“Lyn, in My Word, the wind is one of the things associated with My Spirit; the Holy Spirit. Tell Me, daughter, can you touch the wind?” He paused.
I contemplated this for a moment before I finally answered. “Well, no Lord, I cannot touch the wind, nor can I see the wind.”
He replied, “But the wind can touch you, and you can see all that the wind touches. When the wind touches the grass and the trees, you can see them joyfully dancing before Me.”
While my wife was praying I heard the Holy Spirit speak to me to head outside with my wife, when she was done praying. (I and my wife read Lyn’s post) So my wife said what’s going on and I said the Holy Spirit wants to caress us. My father use to say all the time “Promises Are Nothing More Than a Boulavard Of Broken dreams” while holding my wife’s hand the air was still and I heard the Holy Spirit speak to me ” Claim out Loud that His promises won’t fail so I said out loud “Lord, Your Promises “Will Not End Up In A Boulavard Of Broken dreams” my wife and I stood there for another 2mins after I said that and the wind begin to come in brief short waves then the wind came upon us heavy and the leaves on the ground and the grass begin to dance I heard the Holy Sprit say inhale my Breath so I said to my wife the Holy Spirit wants us to inhale deeply. Afterwards I fell to my knees because I could feel the power of God, wrapping around my heart I cannot describe the feeling I just know this heavy presence of Joy and that I fell to my knees crying hardcore asking God for forgiveness of the mess I’ve created throughout my life span.
I also fell to my knees out of surrandance to the Power of God,that was before me; because my knees felt weak and my heart felt heavy from shame. I have heard many say when God is in your presence that you will fall to your knees out of fearful respect of God’s Authoritative power before you. My wife said the wind felt warm to her like the sun was shining upon her in the dark night fall, she also said that she felt God gently caressing her heavy burden heart. We both experienced God differently from the same wind to me this shows the Power behind God, we both prayed to God to help us learn to be in love with Him, and tonight’s experience was life changing for the both of us because we truly felt God and His Love for the first time!!!
We may fall at times we may even fail at times by letting the flesh trip us up, but it doesn’t mean we love God any less so for my Household we are newly born and proud Christians that will stand on His promises and seek His never ending unfailing love.
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