Why I Truly Believe There Is A True Loving Merciful God Part 14

I recently published part 13 which you can read by clicking→ here ← if you haven’t read it yet . If you haven’t read part 1 yet please do so by clicking → here ←because the posts after part one are in reverse chronological order leading up to the events in part 1 and beyond. Some posts will display secular music to help set the tone for the post.
In part 13 I left off with the following

 I felt alone and afraid in Jail everything I worked for come crashing down around me overnight. [I HAD BECOME AFRAID AND [BROKEN]

I spent a total of 11 days in jail on the 4th day a detective came to the jail to speak with me, she asked me for my side of the story and I told her it all started with my wife leaving me for about 2 1/2 months then she came back a different person compared to whom I married. The detective proceeded to tell me that I was facing attempted murder charges for choking her and I was facing a felony charge of assault to commit bodily harm also because I know kick boxing techniques and they were considering my hands and feet as a deadly weapon towards my wife. The detective asked me a series of questions and I proceeded to tell her the answers she continued to listened at one point she interrupted me and told me that she was having a hard time wrapping her head around the events and the drugs found in my system and on person, she told me her gut feeling was telling her there was a deeper cause behind the choking. I proceed to tell the detective that my wife knew deep down I wouldn’t stand for her sexual activity’s for money and drugs and most of her johns and her pimp lived in the same apartment complex, so getting me trumped-up on charges would take me out of the picture and that is why she had the drugs planted on me to hold me behind bars longer. The detective replied by saying, say I believe what you’re saying how could I prove that and I simply answered I do not know you’re the detective; she then replied we will be in touch and I was sent back to my cell.

I’m Wide Awake

After I met with the detective I had nothing but time on my hands and I started to drift off into deep memory hell how all the signs were before me but I ignored them because I wanted to worship the very ground my wife, breathed and walked on. I could see now after landing in jail how she was orchestrating all my moves like a puppet master. I couldn’t shake the feeling of how much of a failure I really was I got to thinking just how right my father was about me being a mistake of course this was attack from the devil but I was just too blinded at the time to see the attack. It was about the sixth day when I finally broke and prayed to God like he was a 911 prayer call away. I broke down and told the Lord “you know what happen please fix this.” I read the Bible daily then and I felt free for once because I had the Love of the Lord within. On the eleventh day my name was called and I was released with instructions to go straight to the detectives office so I did.

When I arrived the female detective that saw me while in jail came out to the waiting room and said “I got good news follow me to my office” After I sat down in her office I was told another man was arrested in the same fashion as I was and that it caught the detectives interest so she decided to investigate further into my wife, but she couldn’t find anything ground breaking on my wife alone until she widen the search field and that is when she discovered that a bunch of men were arrested in the same fashion and her sister was the victim each time and my wife kept showing up as a witness in accordance with those surrounding events. The Detective told me my wife was able to pull the puppet strings so well with me because she already knew the ropes of the con very well. This was actually a lucky break for me because the detective told me she was going to recommend to the defense attorney and the judge to reconsider dropping the attempted murder charge as well the drug charge and lessen the felony charge of attempt to commit bodily harm to a misdemeanor charge. The detective also told me that the hospital said her body showed no signs of being two months pregnant so they dropped that charge all together.

By the time I left the detectives office I had put God on the back burner and headed to my new apartment appointed by the judge. When I arrived to the crap hole of an apartment I was in major dismay because when I open the door to my apartment I discovered that the walls had graffiti from someones feces. (Poop) The apartment building I was appointed to was housing for the mentally insane and jail birds that were consider rejects to the rest of society. I contacted my probation officer about the discovery in my new apartment and he called back and said the judge said live with it, man up and clean the walls if you wanted better treatment you should have taken thought before your actions that landed you in jail.

About 2 weeks went by and I started to date the same woman I left in the first place to get with the woman who became my wife just six months later. My ex-girlfriend was happy to take me back and she was also glad to give me an ear full of how she should have been my wife instead of the woman who used me, little did my ex-girlfriend now at the time I was re-dating her because she lived down the road from my wife and I was starting to fall into the fantasy trap of worshiping the very ground my wife walked and breathed on again. I had a restraining order set by the judge to stay away from my wife and my ex-girlfriend lived within the legal limits from her so I pushed my restraining order to the legal boundary limits. For some reason I thought to myself I could fix our marriage part of the reason I think I thought this is because I felt Like I was losing my identity.

Time pressed on and my wife found out I was out of jail and she became more cold-hearted towards me, she knew I was in a gang and she also knew if the gang got word I was representing my ex-gang affiliation or another gang that I would be facing a death sentence. My wife became very afraid because I was out of jail because she knew she had wrongly set me up and she knew I could expose her lies so she decided to tell her ex-boyfriend whom was still a gang banger that I was running around disrespecting the gang I use to belong to. I had no clue of this until one day when I was over at my girlfriends house when all of sudden there was knock on the door it was my wife’s ex-boyfriend the very man she left to be with me before we got married. (((SURPRISE!))) He was there for a booty call as I hid in the house I heard him ask my so-called girlfriend that now I knew to be cheating on me, if she had seen me of course she replied no and asked why and that’s when he told her my wife put a hit out on me to have me killed.

Oh No She Didn’t Just Start Another War With Me

The very little love I had left for my wife turned into hatred and I sat out to get revenge but the Lord had other plans I say this because my schedule became busy and I had no time left in the day to get revenge on my wife, I continued daily fulfilling my probation requirements then one day as I was walking home which was a two-mile walk I noticed a car was following me and this wasn’t the first time I saw this car and the occupants in the car either; it turned out to be gang members that were head hunting me and they even tried to act upon the hit order which left me running and fearing for my life. At this point I was left with two options quite anger management and go back to jail or continue going looking over my shoulder daily. I took the option to look over my shoulder daily and I thank God because each attempt the gang members took to take my life failed. After 4 months of anger management my court date arrived for my sentencing the judge had the revised charge recommendations. I was nervous I knew I was facing possible prison time, but again the Lords Mercy was upon me.

I wasn’t appreciative of the Lords mercy either instead I felt lucky, anyways as I stood there before the judge he proceed to tell me I was facing minimum ten years and maximum twenty-five years in prison, the judge said he read and reviewed the charge recommendations and took everything into consideration, then he said the following to me. Mr H**** your crime should not be punished lightly but due to the circumstances and new-found evidence I will drop the drug charge and the attempt of murder charge and lessen your other felony charge to a misdemeanor, please also understand if you violate probation the charges will be brought up against you to the fullest, I am going to place you on probation for one year and set forth recommendation that you start the job training program at good will inc,  for 6 months and also have you pay a $500 fine to the domestic victims fund; again Mr H**** do not take my kindness as a sign of weakness because this is  a one time mercy judgement and I will not hesitate to punish you to the fullest if I see you in my court room again before your probation is completed.  The next following week I started the job training and I met a young woman there that had a very familiar face but I couldn’t place were I had seen her before and little did I know at the time the Lord was going to show His love through her kind actions.
Tune into the next chapter to find out what happens next. I also encourage you to  share the Testimony page with others so they can know the Love God has for them.

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