Why I Truly Believe There Is A True Loving Merciful God Part 12

I recently published part 11 which you can read by clicking→here ← if you haven’t read it yet . If you haven’t read part 1 yet please do so by clicking → here ←because the posts after part one are in reverse chronological order leading up to the events in part 1 and beyond. Some posts will display secular music to help set the tone for the post.

In part 11 I left off with the following

What Happen To The Woman I Married

After what happen at the party (Read Part 11 If you Don’t Know What Happen) I decided I had to get to the bottom of the real reason why she returned, but I also knew it wasn’t going to be easy because the person I thought was my wife was actually the enemy sleeping next to me every night. About a week went by without me speaking to her and during that week I couldn’t shake the feeling I was getting paid back for all the women I used for sexual gratification, the cracks from my past started to open before my very eye’s.

I became numb from the first week on I became so numb I put God on the back burner and went into protection mode, which was me becoming so numb I didn’t care who I had to hurt to get the answers I wanted. After the first week I tried to give her the easy way out to answer me but she decided she was going to play head games so I told her mark my words “Game On” I continued working day and night just so I didn’t have to be in the same roof as her at home. On the days I had off I tried to hunt down her so-called best lover of her life, to show him that she was playing him as well. I had no such look finding him so I spread the news around some people I knew that knew him, also hoping the spread news would get back to him but again I had no such look. After a while I became tired fighting with the woman who was supposed to be my wife, so I decided to bury the hatchet but that was another bad mistake because she was just playing the remorse card again but this time I could see right through it.

I Had To Become Strong Minded To Take Her On

At this point I wanted revenge I wanted her to know I wasn’t going to back down, so I set out to continue the battle between us, but I meet my match when it came to the opposite sex she seemed to stay two moves ahead of me. I have to admit she was pretty good at using misleading information to lead me in the wrong direction while she cooked up her final plans to get rid of me for good. I decided I wasn’t getting any where with her so I decided to play possum, I went to work came home from work each day acting like it was all water under the bridge after about 2 weeks she started to become nicer towards me and said to me I don’t want to battle anymore. I felt relieved that finally we were going to put it behind us. [WRONG!] About 4 days went by and I was getting ready to lay down because I had to work third shift to cover another persons shift. Just before I lay’d down the phone ring, it was the co-worker checking to see if I could still cover their shift, I forgot to mention just before I answered the phone I got a glass of water and while I was on the phone my so-called wife decided to drug me. After I drank the glass of water I started to feel funny after about 3o minutes I thought to myself here we go again round two of being drugged. I staggered my way to the bed and after I fell on to the bed she started to take family size soup cans and she started throwing them at my crotch area; I was to weak at this point to defend myself.

When I awoke from being drugged I felt a needle poke in my arm, right afterwards I jumped up and was greeted by a knock on the door it was my uncle’s friend I asked him why he was at my apartment door and he proceed to tell me your wife called me she’s afraid you’re going to hurt her. I laughed and said hurt her I’m getting ready for work I was completely unaware of the time I was actually 3 hours late, anyways he tried to tell me he wasn’t going home so I tried to push him,out of the apartment, as I was trying my wife said stop he’s here because I have something to tell you. Then she tried to tell me that she moved back in because her pimp lived in the building and that most of the neighbors were her “Johns” she proceed to tell me she got hooked on heroin while she was back at her moms hanging out with her lover. I took all this news the best anyone would be expected too under the circumstances. Just before she walked out of the apartment door I asked her one last question “How did you get into the apartment with no key” (I had Her Keys) she proceed to tell me she gave the maintenance man a BJ to have him unlock the apartment door then she looked at me and smiled. At this point the heroin she injected into me kicked in and I lost it so I grabbed her by the hair and started to punch her in the face then my uncle’s friend punched me so hard I fell to the floor by now she’s fearing for her life so she say’s call 911, while 911 was on the other end of the phone I was choking her with one arm and screaming I am going to kill you, you F’*** B***h. At this point I became frozen within and the killer instinct kicked in, I felt untouchable because of the drugs running throughout my body.

Tune into the next chapter to find out what happens next. I also encourage you to  share the Testimony page with others so they can know the Love God has for them.

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