I recently published part 9 which you can read by clicking→ here ← if you haven’t read it yet . If you haven’t read part 1 yet please do so by clicking → here ←because the posts after part one are in reverse chronological order leading up to the events in part 1 and beyond. Some posts will display secular music to help set the tone for the post.
In part 9 I left off with the following
The man kindly replied no the Lord sent me and I come with the love of Christ in me, the Lord asked me to watch out for you because the Lord sees you’re heading down a dangerous road.
The nice man continued trying to convince me that I needed to hand over the liquor bottle to him so he could dispose of the content, but I rudely replied that would be wasting my money and he kindly replied you wasted the Lords money when you bought the bottle. He then proceeded to tell me he knew how I felt and the bottled content was going to only numb the pain until the effects wore off. I knew deep down he was right but I still couldn’t bring myself to give the bottle to him,then he looked at me and said the Lord loves you very much and if you decide to go home with the bottle you’re going to get very drunk and harm will find you tonight. I rudely replied back oh yeah what kind of harm and the man looked and me and said the Holy Spirit told me to tell you “your flesh will feel like its melting” I was puzzled how did he know what I experienced a few years back when I tried to commit suicide, again he calmly looked at me and said the Lord shares many things with me and the Holy Spirit told me the following for then you would know the Lord is trying to save you for I don’t know what the earlier statement meant to you.
The Holy Spirit Overwhelms My Heart
When the Holy Spirit overwhelmed my heart I started to cry and I said “all I have ever known is failure and broken promises” I just want the curse to become lifted away from me. The nice man looked at me and said “you can start by giving me the bottle” I asked him what will this do for me to give you the bottle, He simply replied “It will become the marking point for a new-found beginning to new-found Hope” At this point instead of handing him the bottle I opened bottle and poured it out myself and then the kind man laid his hand upon my shoulder and I felt this warm loving peace come upon me and the man said to me “The Lord sees your sacrifice and has spared His wrath against you“
Oh Lord I feel So Lonely Please Help Me
When I got home I fell apart crying out to the Almighty Lord… I cried “Lord you placed someone in my path tonight to warn me of your coming wrath against me” I thought to myself wow the Lord must really love me because he could have just let me drank and suffer his wrath but instead he reached out and gave me a choice to avoid His wrath by getting rid of the bottle of liquor. I was still very broken within and selfish and I started to plead with the Lord that I wouldn’t drink if He sent my wife back home. I made this plea daily for about 6-8 weeks during that time I did get my job back and my boss told me someone dropped by and left a letter on his desk stating I did clean my acted up I knew deep down it had to be the man who helped me get rid of the bottle. About 2 weeks after I got my job back I was rolling down the road with my uncles friend and I saw my wife with her lover so I asked him to pull over.
Round Two She Has To Know I won’t Give Up
WARNING: The video is the clean version but distasteful words can be heard briefly
When I jumped out of the car her, lover knew he was the target so he started to run so I and my uncle’s friend chased him down and I started to kick the crap out of him as he was laying on the ground because he lost his footing when I punched him, my friend said lets just get out of here before you kill him and I replied back I failed at killing him once it happening again. so my friend walked over and pulled me off him and said I do believe he gets the point he messed with the wrong husband. Later that night people started to tell me at work to give up on her but I couldn’t because I loved her.
Day and night the devil tormented me by placing thoughts in my head like you fool you didn’t escape Gods wrath because He is punishing you by taking your wife away He’s showing you how all the women felt over the years plus He is showing you how much of a failure you really are. I have to sadly admit I let those thoughts get to me and I ended back up at the liquor store later that week but when I got home I couldn’t open the bottle because I felt this conviction within me and I tried to fight it to the point I started to sweat so I took a shower and cried myself to sleep but before I did I plead with God to send my wife home because I was keeping my end of the bargain by not drinking. It was about a week or two later and my wife was back home she got there before I got out of work.
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