I recently published part 8 which you can read by clicking→ here← if you haven’t read it yet . If you haven’t read part 1 yet please do so by clicking →here ←because the posts after part one are in reverse chronological order leading up to the events in part 1 and beyond. Some posts will display secular music to help set the tone for the post.
In part 8 I left off with the following phrase
I continued to date my ex off and on for a year shortly after I turned 19 I meet a young woman who was 17 and at that point I gave up on my playa status and my playa ways. We dated for 6 months then shortly after her 18th birthday we got married. I thought life was finally turning around for I had a wife by society’s standards that would be considered drop dead gorgeous, plus I landed a well-paying job we were going to church on a regular basis as well, so in society standards I was also living the American dream. About 2 months into the marriage my best friend brought over his male friend and my wife’s sister started to date him then about 3 weeks later my wife left me a dear john letter she had left me for the very man my best friend brought over to our apartment before.
I became heart-broken and I started to drink right away to drown my sorrow and pain. My drinking started to affect my job and I got fired from my well-paying job. Later that week when I went in to pick up my last pay check my ex boss sat me down and asked me what was wrong because he was highly concerned because I was one of his best workers that gladly took on extra shifts when needed. So I broke down and told him my wife left me a Dear John, letter and that is when my ex-boss said that explains why your wife was requesting a permanent shift change which he denied because she didn’t have a valid reason so she stop showing up all together. Anyways I told him how I was losing control because of the sorrow and pain I had endured at this point he simply looked at me and said you’re stronger than this clean your act up and I will do my best to get your job back with a pay upgrade because of my past dedications and hard work put into the job prior to my wife leaving me. My ex-boss gave me a time limit of two weeks to clean my act up and the first week I continued to get drunk and listen the following song on repeat.
The home I once shared with my wife became a dark place for me, by the middle of the first week of my two-week limit to clean my act up I ended up getting very drunk and I lived just down the street from my uncle so I walked over to his apartment so I could suggest to him about how we should go pay my wife and her lover a visit my uncle tried to talk me out of going over there but I had my mind made up to go over there to plea with her, to come back home with me and to also whoop her lovers butt to show him I was not a person to be reckoned with. My wife at the time knew about my ex-gang affiliations and she knew that I was once an warlock so she was fully aware what I was capable of. Before we headed over there I asked my uncle to hand me his collapsible police baton and he ended up bringing his hand gun. By the time we arrived I was all worked up from being overly drunk so I didn’t knock on the door instead I kicked it in and headed straight upstairs catching them having sex I told her new lover to get down stairs because I needed to talk to my wife he hesitated and I told him my uncle was carrying a gun and he’s not afraid to use it, so he headed down stairs and I spent the next 5 mins trying to convince her to come home with me, but her mind was made up to stay by her Lovers side.
Her Lover Has To Be Shown I am Not A Person To Be Reckoned With
WARNING: This video is supposed to be the clean version but the N word can be briefly heard throughout the song
With the combo of being drunk and jealous of the fact he was sleeping with my wife I ended up with one thought on my mind and that was to kill him so I started to beat him up with my bare hands and my uncle shouted the cops are on their way but I still kept hitting and kicking him in the face my uncle ended up coming into room to pull me off him, I truly believe God save that mans life that night by my uncle pulling me off him because I was fed up and drunk I truly wanted to kill him at the time. My uncle and I went our opposite ways once we left the scene of the crime. I then utilized some favors to collaborate an alibi and it work surprisingly because the detective bought the fake alibi with hook line and sinker. After they stop investigating me I went back to drinking it was Friday evening and I was coming out from the liquor store and a man stopped me and spoke to me then took the liquor bottle from my grip and poured it out in front of me then the man replied the Lord asked me do this to save you from the events that will come-forth if you drink tonight.
I thought to myself that the man was full of hogwash so I challenged him by saying oh yeah if the Lord really sent you then what is He saving me from and the man replied back that is for the Lord to know I am just obeying what the Lord ask me to say and do. Then I turned away for a moment and when I looked back the man was gone. I went back to my apartment at that point I was unable to shake off what the man said to me and I ended up falling to my knees saying Lord I don’t want to waste away my life drinking like my father does.
I begin to clean my act up and after the week went by and the weekend started my wife showed up thinking I was at work little did she know I was fired. I plead with her to stay but she was very cold-hearted towards me and after she left I headed towards the liquor store to drown the newest pains growing within. After I left the store I started to walk back home and the same guy approached me again and asked me to hand over the bottle of Black Velvet I had in my hand (I bought the biggest bottle they had) I told the man he was crazy and that he needed to leave me alone but he kept following me and when I got a block from where I lived the gentleman cut me off and asked me to hear him out so I reluctantly did and he started to say that he had been praying for me and that he was fully aware of my situation. I became afraid I thought to myself was this man stalking me ? I got the courage and asked him how do you know and he replied I am a mutual friend of friends that hang out with your wife. I became even more afraid and asked him last time did you just use the Christian hogwash to gain my trust or get close to me to harm me at a later time like now I told him my wife had threaten to get me back for beating up her lover. The man kindly replied no the Lord sent me and I come with the love of Christ in me, the Lord asked me to watch out for you because the Lord sees you’re heading down a dangerous road.
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