Dear Lord until a couple of days ago I was struggling with letting go of my past as well defining my self by what people have said about me over the years. Lord I am tired of feeling like a prisoner trapped within my mind listening to myself constantly saying negative things that do nothing but tear me down and keep me from my full potential. Lord satan will continue to try to use me against myself because he knows one hearing their own voice is the fastest way to tear a person down and keep them down. Lord it says in the Bible there is a season for everything and I sense and believe now it is your season for me to die to self and let go of my past and embrace my future through you. Oh Lord you know all to well the last 6 months have been really hard for me but those hard times have help shape me for this very moment and I thank you for the hard lesson if I could go back I would do it again with the hardness involved because it has helped me see your Mercy and Grace that has remained hidden all these years due to the blinders that were put in place.
Lord I searched for you many years and I also hated you for many years as well but you continue to love me, and the few times I did seek you out it didn’t last because I let myself tell myself that I was noting more than a failure so I backed off with seeking you out more deeper. Lord back in July 2011 you sought me out and I silently cried on the city bus and asked you into my heart then I fell into the addiction of pornography and felt like a constant failure all over again. Here it is Jan 2013 I have endured a lot since 2011 but you never left my side instead you continued to nurture me until I was able to stand up on my own and proclaim you as my Savior and Holy Father. Lord I admit I felt like I was a failure because it has taken me this long to get where I am today and you spoke to me yesterday and said that I was delightful in your eye’s and then I saw a vertical rainbow displaying through the thick storm clouds and the first thought that came to my mind how delightful the rainbow looked. Later that night you spoke to me again and told me that even though I have gone through a heavy storm these last few years you always was delighted in me even when I fell down. I cannot thank you enough for all that you have done nor can I even begin to pay you back but I know that is okay because you stay delighted in me as your child.
The rainbow was brighter in person
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It is so good when we hear the love of Daddy God being expressed to us. His incredible love is not based on our performance, so we can’t earn it. We get to enjoy his love. He even helps us grow and mature. Amazing! Thank you for sharing your journey with us. God has wonderful things in store for you!
You’re welcome Admin, thank you for sharing your insight.