Why I Truly Believe There Is A True Loving Merciful God 4

I recently published part 3 which you can read by clicking→ here← if you haven’t read it yet . If you haven’t read part 1 yet please do so by clicking →here ←because the post after part one are in reverse chronological order leading up to the events in part 1 and beyond.

In part 3 I left off with the following phrase

(If it wasn’t for God I would have never made it out of the gang life)

The events below took place just before I left the gang life behind, because of the overdose I have a hard time explaining things without having to go back a couple of steps in the testimony because I forget things easily. In a earlier post I accidentally put 18 instead 16 I correct that post and this post reflects the correction as well
As the gang life was coming to an end Satan sat out to grab my attention because  the hatred within fueled me in the direction of witch craft (Black Magic) anyone that knows about Black Magic knows just how dangerous it can become in such a short time frame. Once I started to witness the things I saw I became afraid but yet amused at the same time. Now that I think back to my childhood when I was 10 my mother’s boyfriend was a Satan worshiper and he practice satanic rituals around me and he had a satanic bible as well; so later in my life when I became introduced to witch craft by a young woman placing a love spell on me (she was my male friends sister’s friend) and I couldn’t stand being in this young lady’s presence , but one day I woke up and I couldn’t resist feeling in love with her. I thought it was foolish and she then proceeded to tell me she casted a spell against me to feel love for her. I wasn’t convinced and I told her so, even though I witness things through my mom’s boyfriend.

She took me into the basement and showed me the witch craft set up she had. I was skeptical about real magic, curses, etc. but as I started to witness events taking place before my eye’s, the more I wanted to be involved because I had a sense I was in control of the power before my very eyes.  but the truth of the of matter I wasn’t the demons performing the powerful actions were and like I said before I became blinded to this fact. In stead i felt like I was in control of the powers, like I said before Satan had me right were he wanted me. I can briefly remember one cold winter night I was speaking to my girlfriend and I told her I recently did a spell with the other witches and that I could call upon the spirit of super natural strength. she was laughing at me so I begin to chant and after about a minute or so I blacked out and when I came to I had my girlfriend suspended in the air by her throat with one arm she had the look on her face like she just saw something hideous like a demon. After I put her down she said I picked her up like a rag doll and she wasn’t a thin girl. I struggled to lift her up with two arms any other time, but that night she said the Pupil’s on my eyes widen to the point my eyes appeared blacken to her and that when I spoke to her I had a demonic voice. she didn’t talk to me for 2 weeks after that and I became worried that I was getting involved in something far to dangerous so I backed off and after some time I ended up getting back with her.

All she wanted was a baby

After we got back together she planned to use me and I had no idea of such plan until another girl warned me but I pushed forward ignoring the warning because I thought she was trying to break us up. My ex-girlfriend admitted her plan all along was to use me for one purpose and at first she couldn’t bring her self to stop dragging her feet but after I picked her up by her throat she said she was happy to throw the gloves off and set forth with her earlier plans that she dragged her feet on.

You see she had emancipation papers and from what I was told her mother was appealing in court to the decision turned over and have the papers revoked, but from what I was told after she got pregnant that if she got pregnant then the judge would put the hearing on hold. So she paid Eric a friend that was living with us over the summer to pop all my condoms for $5 and at the time I was so wrapped up with seeking love through sex that the plan seemed full proof to her.

To this day I still don’t know if the child she had is mine because she cheated behind my back a lot. But when I was a teenager I was head over heals about her and she ended up marrying one of her fathers hell angel biker buddies that was 22 and he signed the birth certificate after the baby was born so my rights was revoke to find out if the kid was mine or not. Right after she left me I confronted her new man once and after that they set out to get revenge I was all for the battle, but they decided to go about with mind games and lying. One night I was hanging with my gangsta buddies while I was still waiting the decision if I was out or not.

When I got home my mom said the cops were here looking for you. I asked why and she said because they’re looking into an armed robbery over at your ex girlfriends new home the police said they had witness’s that say you were there. I told my mom that’s impossible because I was at my new girlfriends house, I wasn’t instead I was across town stealing from cars, I couldn’t tell the cops this when they came back so I had no alibi, so the cops arrested me and I was placed in-front of the judge the next day to claim my plea. I plead guilty because I was advised if it went to trial I could be looking at more time if convicted by the jury, plus they told me they would cut me a deal of house arrest for 6 months if I plead guilty. So I did just that I plead guilty because I didn’t want the law to keep questioning me about my alibi because  I knew deep down I would get more time plus I would have  gotten the other gang buddies I was hanging with investigated. Anyone that knows how the gang operated knows they kill snitches.

My mom sent me to my uncle’s house in another township right after I got released from juvenile detention because we lived down the street from my ex-girlfriend just before I left to go live with my uncle I was told the leader granted me the ticket out. while I lived with my uncle my mom stayed in contact with the detective and stated I believe they lied upon my son could you please look further into the matter after my mom mention that her new boyfriend was part of the hell’s angel biker gang they were all over them like flies. I remained with my uncle for 5 months and during those 5 months I meet a woman who was 32 I was 16 she became my sugar mama, and we started to drink and do drugs real heavy. I truly believe by the Grace of God I didn’t get arrested because I had my run ins with the cops and I was told by the probation worker if I had to talk to the cops for anything other than emergency  situation  my house arrest would be over and I would be charged with the charges they told me they would drop after 6 months if I stayed out of trouble. But I was doing just  the opposite I was constantly pushing the limits with the law.

The one time I got pulled over the sugar momma said ” he was just walking by” and the cop pulled me aside and asked me some question and I gave him the rehearsed answer I was just walking down the side-walk (I was out pass my curfew as well). I kept my head down because I was drunk and 16 the cop asked me why I was keeping my head down and I told him I’m trying to keep the wind  out my of face, then the cop said go home and never asked for my name. As I continued to hang with the sugar momma and her new man I noticed something wasn’t right and I started to hang back and that’s when I saw her get bust during a raid one day after on the way home from school. she turned out to be a con-artist and murderer because she murdered her husband and was on the run. But she told me that she was running from her husband because he was abusing her. It wasn’t until she got arrested that another mutual person I knew told me that she was a wanted for murder and con-artist type crimes.

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