About the Anonymous Author Of Daily Aspects

I was writing this content for my about page  Then God, spoke to my heart to turn it into a post I also believe God, placed it upon my heart to share something about myself to help with pushing myself out of my comfort zone The Holy Father, Always Knows Best!!! Plus God, has nudged me these past few months to keep climbing upwards away from my comfort zone…

Lets see where do I start I am a very shy person and I like being a loner but since I have asked the Lord, into my heart God, started to make changes within me in the aspect of being a shy loner type person… I would have to say this blog is a great testimony to the aspect of the changes happening within me I was the type of person that would publish articles about secular content but when it came to my faith pertaining to God, I would hide in the closet because I was afraid of other people’s opinions about what I had to say when the topic would boil down to Christianity over the years I have seen friends mocked for their faith I’m as well guilty of the mockery myself…

I am truly sorry for the mockery back then because I can see the Greatness of God, now as my friends saw God, back then while being mocked for their faith, I can see now that the mockery is worth it because it gives me the opportunity to not be like the rest of the world  getting offended which could lead to lashing out at the person(s) or even possibly getting to the point of getting revenge. Instead I am given the opportunity to minister to the person(s) making the mocking comments with my Christ like actions although my Christ like actions may not affect the person(s) until years down the road or not at all at least I was able to allow God, to display His, love through my actions which is the best counterpart to hatred…

When I was young I had a passion for writing I loved every aspect of the art form pertaining to writing but in my teenage years satan stole that passion from me I came from an abusive background and at the time the local Gangs were promoting family hood which drew me into a gang lifestyle because I wanted to become part of a family…

During my teenage years I got a woman pregnant because she paid my so-called friend to poke holes in the condoms I had stashed in my room.. She also ended up winning the court case against her mom, and attained emancipation papers at the age of 16 so she decided to marry her dads friend that was 22. I asked her what about the baby being raised by the real father that’s when she replied I got what I wanted from you which is growing inside me I was crushed she used me like that… We never spoke after that because she lied to the police about me and I couldn’t prove my where about’s because I would’ve been admitting to committing criminal actions with my gang buddies on the other side of town from where she lived the night I was accused by her lying lips plus they had their neighbors lie and say they saw me steal from my ex-girlfriend’s house as well. So my probation officer gave me two options juvenile or move in with my uncle which lived in another township… Unfortunately 8 months later while she was still pregnant they ended up getting married before the baby was born and after the baby was born they decided to list him as the father which in return voided my parental rights…

After returning back home from living with my uncle I became  crushed by the news I received about them getting married and that my parental rights were going to become voided because she listed her new husband as the father on the birth certificate. Because I became so crushed by the news I ended up taking a major overdose before my mom got home from work she ended up finding me lying on the floor barely breathing  That day is actually still very vague for me I do remember the EMS guy and what he said to me that gave me the determination to live… He, kept calling out my name because I was slipping in and out of consciousness then I remember the EMS guy saying to the other EMS lady go faster the patient is getting worse…

I was mumbling just let me die I have nothing to live for anymore that’s when the EMS guy leaned down and whispered in my ear You need to fight to stay alive because the Lord, has great plans for you! I know how you feel my girlfriend had an abortion with our child you have to hang in there a little longer we’re almost at the hospital Then I became unconscious the only thing I remember was waking up to my stomach being pumped then I passed out again and had to have CPR done on me I can remember hearing the doctor shouting he’s dying before our very eye’s get the crash cart after that I woke up many hours later and they re-pumped my stomach because I had to cough to force the content back through the tube…

Afterwards the Doctor told me that most likely I would have some kind of brain damage due to the type and amount of pills I took (I remember Taking 3 full bottles of highly potent prescriptions) I really should have been dead that day but because of the Grace of God, I am still here!!! The doctor proceeds to tell me that because of the EMS’s fast response as well the EMS guy stabbing me with a needle full of adrenaline helped with saving my life I truly believe God, placed The EMS guy in the back of the ambulance because he was a Christian and God, knew that he could direct the man caring for me through the Holy Spirit…

After recovering I noticed that I couldn’t write in cursive except my name still the same story to this very day my wife, has tried to reteach me cursive but my mind has trouble retaining the memory afterwards… I also noticed my writing skills were shot I didn’t know how to spell simple words let alone where periods, commas, quotation  marks, etc. went I Just couldn’t remember the correct placement, before the overdose I was known as the “Grammar Police” (I still have issues with my grammar)

God, has slowly but surely been restoring my writing ability’s and had a humorous way of bringing this blog to life  (I will try to write a separate post about how this blog came about in the near future) This blog was actually my private online journal because a Christian friend suggested to start an online journal so I could start documenting the changes God, was completing within me…

God, also had a funny way of telling me that one of my callings would be writing Christian content and that God, would direct me what to write-through the Holy Spirit, I remember thinking God, you’re picking the wrong person for this task because of the overdose my writing skills are gone as well my passion to write.

Then God, replied back to me with the following “Trust Me” months later God, replied to me which was Nov, 2011 I have given you a unique Gift where you will be able to become in sync with the Holy Spirit’s Guidance when you write. I remember being overwhelmed the first time I experienced the synchronization with God, through the Holy Spirit, because the words started to flow through my head like a high-speed internet connection (symbolic Aspect) I actually became afraid so I asked God, is this the gift you spoke of ? Then it seemed like it took forever to receive a reply back from God, When I did receive the reply God, said the following

My child yes that is the unique gift I spoke of what you’re experiencing is a direct connection to the spiritual realm so you can become synced with me through the Holy Spirit, so you can have uninterrupted guidance by me through the Holy Spirit, Those words you have never heard of as well the ideas flowing within your mind are directly from me your Holy Father,  I mean no harm to you I know you became over whelmed I will teach you how to process the flow of  the words, and ideas that are flowing throw your mind at a fast pace once you learn how to discipline your mind the flow will become slower because I would have taught you by then how to keep your mind under discipline during intercession… my child this connection can become blocked if you stray away from me and follow the worldly ways instead of mine…

Later that day the following book and verse came to my mind it was the first time I would read this scripture as well

Jeremiah 33: (NIV)
3 ‘Call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know.’

I refer to my spiritual gift from God, as similar to the people who wrote the bible the only difference they lived through a lot of the stuff they wrote about as well they had a direct connection with God, when they wrote the chapters of the Bible.

There is a lot of people who would call themselves “Word Smiths” But to me that’s to general for my writing style So I asked God, yesterday what would you call this Gift ? then Graffiti come to mind so I pondered on the thought of Gods, reply then it hit me like a speeding train hitting a brick wall my avatar is supposed to be a graffiti artist with an apparatus mask that’s when the light bulb went off in my head Graffiti Artists envision a mural then they spray the mural on a blank canvas which they finalize as eye-catching art…

After thinking about the graffiti concept “Word Artist” popped into my mind the funny thing is when I asked my wife what is your better definition for “Word Smith” she replied you have a gift to take a blank canvas and paint a picture with the words the Holy Spirit, provides you with so I would say “Word Artist” she had no idea I already came to that same conclusion…

The reason I chose the avatar I currently have above is because of 2 reasons the image is supposed to represent an artist and I like trying to the best of my ability’s to paint a mural with the words the Holy Spirit provides me with plus because the face is hidden which in return is my symbolic way of saying this blog isn’t about me it’s about God, the true author of this blog…

Final Notes I am actually surprised I clicked the publish button because a month ago God, placed this task on my heart but I was too afraid to share anything personal about myself… Also the song below titled background describes being submissive towards God, as He, takes the lead while we patiently follow God, in the background as I was listening to the song it became clear that with this blog I remain patiently in the background as God, takes the lead orchestrating the content…

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